my dreams are what keeps me asleep.
I sleep alot, alot more than I did before
for the past cupple of weeks I have slept alot .
alot more comfterbly.
and I was wondering why.
everynight, when I lay my head down, I dream.
I go somewhere else, I adventure into a new world.
A new problem to face. An adventure.
once, when i was asleep, i tryed to tell myself to wake up, and i didnt, then i said to myself, 'well i guess i will just have to deal with this myself'
it was a scary dream too. but i didnt allow myself to take the easy way out, i slept on, fought on, while i defeted the dream that scared me so.
I guess i was telling myself, or showing myself, that i did not always need to take the easy way out ( i usaly dont) but that i can face really anything! if i really have the drive to defeet it, i really can!
other dreams i have are nice and peaceful.
and i dont want to wake up, i want the story to go on, i want to stay in this world of bliss. but i know i cannot always. which makes me sad sometimes.
sleeping for me, is like a escape for me, sometimes.
- Mood:
Content
shoes
Wow!
Anguish
